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Thu, 26 Nov 2009 00:51:03 GMT

And today its raining nonstop. Orlando is a depressing place in the rain. Scratch that - Orlando as a city is just depressing. The camp is a little abysmal but still you can have fun. Pretty much the day just envolved camping in an RV and walking around the place.

Oh and planning out my story haha. Thats taken up the majority of my day. At least Im finally inspired to write again.

And saw my SAT scores. Quite pleased with Math, very very pleased and reading aint too shabby either. ...Dont know what happeneed with my writing this time because its normally the best out of all of them. But UF picks out your best score from the bunch you send which makes my composite score a 1900.

Fug yehhhh.

Wed, 25 Nov 2009 00:54:58 GMT

Its finally thanksgiving break! Im sitting in the RV down at disneys fort wilderness. Its fun, havent been here in about two years now. Four days of not dealing with anyone or any problem.

Thats something to give thanks to!

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:12:48 GMT

Nothing good/exciting is happening. Uuuck. Today the job interview i had didn't go as planned, welll, didn't work out as i wanted is probably better to say. I wish it had, but you can't win 'em all - tomorrow's a new day and a new hunt I suppose. I have a job now, but I want something that's more stable and closer to my house, I love my current job and the people, but it's got some problems. It's time to move on.

Nothing exciting at school, typical day. Something exciting needs to happen soon.

Things I need to buy:
Bleached jeans

Things I need to read:
The Beautiful and Damned
The Sun Also Rises
1984

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 01:06:48 GMT

Imma start updatin this thing again.

I've just gotta get motivated.

There are people on my friends list that I don't know - and they don't know me. Well that's not very friendly.

It's quite ridiculous, I read my last entry and shook my head thinking: Oh wow, I see this with new eyes now - why couldn't I have known what I know now back then? But isn't that such with everything?

I believe it is.

So for starters - I'm CJ, an illusioned writer/artist who doesn't quite know what the fucks going on with a flair of illicit likes. I'm good in school but I really hate it right now - senioritis is a bitch and a half. I've got odd sayings, I don't know what I want to be when I 'grow up' but I know where I wanna go to grow up. I need to grow up a bit haha.

Here's what's happened since I made that last post → that guy I constantly talked about - K - well shit he turned sour and turned me sour on my old life. He was a fun fling but I was a blind idiot and didn't realize I was being played like a fiddle. I've been introduced into some really awesome people who're my friends now. But yeah, pretty much everything from my first entry until now:

Forget it.

Haha you have no idea. It's like putting the pieces back together and throwing away the ones I don't want - make something new out of those pieces. It's hard. Well, we'll just move on from that.

I am CJ. I am 17. I am a hot mess at the moment. But I love my life and friends. Who are you?

... Now Here We Go ...

Fri, 14 Aug 2009 19:39:04 GMT

So Weds was the epic return of JO to A.G. It's a long story and it's not really one that needs to be spread. But he fired our GOOD manager and one of my favorite people right on the spot after having been gone for two months. We were all in a tissy, those of us who were working. The atmosphere was awful and all we wanted to do was leave.

Luckily, K had called me after the whole mishap the day before and apologized. Damn I must say, he makes me feel happy. The apology just made me elated because it's something C would never do. And really, that's all I need is a "Hey sorry, this happened ___" and I'm good. But once he found out about the epic return he was peeved too. We all will be and I really really just wanted our old manager back. To me JO was an okay person, he was intimdating but he helped us run the place. But how he kicked our other manager out was just... so sad. I want everything to work out because the people and place - A.G. is a little like a home to me.

Yesturday I ended up at K's house once again. Oh. Fun. <3. I'd actually like to DO something next time we hang but I still feel happy with this much.

Then it was over to H's house where the LONG night of wonderful laughs began. I actually got a call from our mini-manager, as I call him, asking for me to take over Sunday nights, S's spot..., it took me a while to answer but you have to take work where you can. So now I have two nights working with K <3. Joy.

... You Think You're Hot Shit and I'm Lovin' It ...

Mon, 10 Aug 2009 01:11:21 GMT

I think I need another "Progress Report" haha.

Dropped:
High School Debut - God I just don't care.
Honey Hunt - Eh, it pretty much bored me.
Tora Dora - Wow, I just don't care about this one either. For the first 13 episodes I watched it was great, but I just don't where the hell the plot's going.

So I pretty much dropped everything I planned to read/watch.

Continuing:
Sakura Hime Kaden - Duh it's Arina-chi. I pretty much HAVE to.
Romeo x Juliet - I'll think about this.
Honest and Clover - When I get unstingy and buy book 4. I love this series. So much.

But! This Fall is gonna rock on the TV. I'm gonna try to cut the reality crap that VH1 hosts in favor for the CW. Lolz.

Planning to watch:
Gossip Girl Season 3 - I love this show waaaay too much.
90210 Season 2 - This is ONLY if I can finish Season 2 of GG and then get to the 10 + episodes I missed at the end of the season.
The Vampire Diaries - I got to page 3 of the book where she wrote: "...she knew what she'd see, cool, blonde and slender. She was what every boy wanted and every girl wanted to be." Uck, let me puke now please. What a Mary Sue. But luckily the CW takes NOTHING from the books their show's based off of. It's got 1 episode to impress me before I decide to continue it.

... Me, I'm the Creator ...

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 23:33:17 GMT

Climbed the lighthouse this morning. Wow. It's always fun to do toursit things in your own town. I think I liked listening to the tourists banter on about how much they've seen of my city. Oi, in my opinion it's not the pretty or interesting for that matter.

But that's only because I live here.

It was great, I could see A.G. from the top of the lighthouse. I ended up staying up there for way too long before finally deciding to climb down. Man, I climed that thing in under 2 minutes for surrrre.

Ended UP at A.G. later in the day because I left some things there from last night and S said we should hang for my 'half birthday'. Never quite cared about such things but it was amusing and of course I always have other wants for being over there at the time I was. Haaaa.

... Do You Wanna ...

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 03:44:17 GMT

First, Welcome aboard heartstation and trysts. I got unlazy and did a friending meme and found some interesting people :] Just so you guys know, I pretty much write about daily thing, people's names are abreviated just cause I normally make entries public. ~~I'm so hardcore like that~~ haha. That and some random fangirling about my favorite things :]

Let's have some fun!

Quick Recap: I'm after a guy called K. I broke up with C recently because of K. But K wasn't answering his phone as of late which made me worry that I did something. B is pretty much my best friend. R is too. I'm a senior as of this year and I've applied to UF while I'm working on FSU's application. I work at A.G. - it's awesome.

Most else can be found in back entries :]

But today I worked and was nervous about seeing K because of this past week of nothingness. I'm female I overthink a LOT. But at work after a few hours of working and a few words I felt sooooo relieved.

I am now owed a game of pool. Had so much fun at work. M is such a great manager and I love the people I work with.

Earlier I went to my co-worker's dog's birthday party. Yeah. Odd I know but it was actually super fun, I went with S (also a wonderful friend) and her dog. Mind you my co-worker's 32 and I'm 17 so we had such a mix of people but we all came together for dogs. What's better than that haha.

It was held at the beach, I kinda missed that memo, but I'm someone who needs sunscreen. So I pretty much walked up to some random guy who parks cars out in the heat and asked for sunscreen. Lucky for me he gave me some :].

But overall day, my day was awesome.

... ...

Sat, 08 Aug 2009 02:42:16 GMT

I've felt quite awful for a while with what's happened with K and C. I found myself HAVING to get out of the house at around 7, went to B&N and ended up in the parking lot of the mall about half an hour later. I honestly called seven people with no replies from anyone at all. It's so sad. Luckily CT pulled up in her truck with her sister.

I ended up back at her house for an hour or so before having to head home. I forgot how nice it was to be there and just sit and be lazy.

Tonight though S and I decided to go to the Art Walk Downtown. Again, I called a zillion people but I was glad that she went, she can actually appreciate art. But then she called CY down, oh joy. I love her to death but I kinda just wanted it to be us two after everyone else caved in.

Ended up CY finding out everything much to my displeasure and calling him to find out where he was. Ended up he was downtown too. Saw him and wanted to take the bullet the whole damn time. I would've been fine if it was just S and I but... damn it was just awful.

Work tomorrow, don't know how to feel.

... Again and Again and Again ...

Thu, 06 Aug 2009 03:03:29 GMT

Pool with B and her signifigant other, D. They're fun together but for some reason I actually ached for C today. K only slightly, I'm in a fit of what to think after Tuesdays, no lie. I'm getting played, yeah I know. I'll wait til Saturday to truly care though, because really what else can I do?

Went out to lunch with those two, always fun. D's a really good person, B did a good job picking him I must say.

Later on ended up going to the movies with SS. While the movie's playing, Public Enemies, I'm getting from S and C asking about K. It was god awful to be talking to C about K once again. I left it on one wonderful awkward note. BUt whatever I don't think I can fuck up much more than I already did.

I don't know who I want to see more. I just want someone to hold my hand.

... ...

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 05:07:38 GMT

Sometimes... everything has to fall to pieces before you can become truly happy. Maybe it's because you yourself has to put everything back together, and you find yourself looking at every single piece and not just the whole picture.

I thank you, C, for your time, your love, and your memories.

... You're stuck in my heart ...

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 01:03:58 GMT

My love is like a switch. It's on one day.

The next it's off.

That just happened. I'd don't know when but it happened around the 29th. I've told CT, H, NK, and S knows only a small fraction. That info's not going anywhere. But I know it and I'm just holding on to it.

I have no idea how I even feel about C either or what I'll do. I couldn't have dropped a bigger hint on last night's phone call. But whatever.

Tomorrow should prove fun if all goes right.

Today I hung out with S pretty much all day :]]. It was great. Seriously, as soon as we got to the beach, put on some sun screen, the life gaurds ran out and started yelling we had to leave because an awful storm was coming. And damn, it was one bad lookin' storm. We ended up back at my house talking about everything under the sun and then some.

We went in the pool while it was thundering, yeah I know not smart, but oh well we wanted to get in the water SOME HOW.

Fun day :]

STOP DISSING MY TISDALE D

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 23:10:14 GMT

Okay, let's THINK for a second.

I'm SICK of people saying Ashley Tisdale COPIED Cobra Starship because two of their songs share THE SAME FUCKING NAME.

HONEST TO GOD.

People are having a shit fit because Ashley's new album has a song called HOT MESS, and Cobra starship has a song COMING OUT called HOT MESS. Okay, WAIT. Ashley's came out FIRST? Also, um, hello!? How many songs share the same fucking name. OMG D: Please to be getting off the uppity train.

Also her album title... Jesus! Everyone's giving her shit because it shares a song name with a Cobra Starship song.

Oh. My. God. I honestly don't think Ashley PLOTTED this out or something. OMG D: I'm gonna smack a bitch.

I love BOTH Cobra Starship and Ashley. People need to chill out D:.

... Both hands tied behind my back for nothing ...

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 23:53:36 GMT

God today just sucked.

Everyone's mad at everyone at the house. It's pretty awful.

So all I have to rant about today are fandoms.

I FINISHED HOT GIMMICK. OMG, yesss. It took forever, well it feels like, but I did it. I'm alright with the series, the plot was good but I never realized how annoying Hatsumi's character is. I mean really, she didn't grow at all during the ENTIRE 54 CHAPTERS. It's quite annoying :|. I don't remember how long ago I finished the series when I first read it, but damn this time it was a little bit of a challenge to keep going. Oh well, cross that one off the list.

Let me post the revised list of what I've got to do.

~~Hot Gimmick~~: FINISHED. Thoughts - a decent series, characters could've been better and grown more but I think it was the first super intense shojo I read, so it's really original to me, still.
Honet Hunt: Not yet started. I read the first few chapters a while back but I'm actually willing to buy this series from vol. 1 because it's really great. HUGE step up from Hot Gimmick (same author) and an interesting plot.
High School Debut: 13/52. Fuck, why are all shojos like 50+ chapters. Oh well, where I left off, I was 'meh' with this series, hopefully it'll pick up.
Watashi ni XX shinasai!!: 2/XX. OMG THIS IS WONDERFUL. I loved the dual nature of these two main characters. I was expecting something shitty from the description, but I sure as hell can't wait for more releases of this manga, it's wonderful!
Sakura Hime Kaden: 8/XX. Of course if it's Arina-chi's work I'll read it. It's good so far ;D

Tora Dora: 11/25. Uck, I feel like I'm crawling to get through this. It's decent but it's just... I have no fuckin' clue where this series is going right now and it's already in ELEVEN EPISODES. I want some direction and character development or I'm dropping it by 15.
Romeo x Juliet: 1/25. I really liked the first episode, I just need to finish ^ THAT to start this.

... I will do anything and even more ...

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 02:06:52 GMT

Lol, I was the country girl today :]

I shot a Browning Buckmark Flash .22mm, Smith & Wesson .38mm (model 642 AND 686), and two different .22mm rifles, I don't remember the models but one was open sight the other was scope.

Favorite: .22mm Buckmark. It's so wonderful, so much easier to shoot and aim, in my humble opinion. If I was loaded, I'd totally purchase: this beautiful gun. I loved shooting all of them EXCEPT the 642, that thing scared me. It didn't have too awful recoil, but the sheer amount of noise and the force it took to pull the trigger was waaaay too intense for me. The open sight rifle was seriously 30+ years old easy, I'm sure i'm just being gracious with years too. It was OLD. I think that should be the emphasis. However I think I shot better with it than with the scope lol.

I did pretty decent for my first time EVER shooting :]. I've always always always wanted to. I'm so happy C <333 took me out with his family to shoot. They said I did good for my first time, and oddly enough I believe them :]. C later said I impressed his dad with what I knew about guns (single vs. double action). I've always liked guns, my family of two doesn't however so that doesn't quite work.

It's one thing to read and read and read about them, but to actually shoot is much better, you learn the parts much quicker and actually get a feel for caliber difference as well as revolver/pistol/rifle difference. It was super fun :]. I hope I'll be able to shoot more again.

I can't talk about what happened at work yet. But last night was wonderful. I'm really surprised I'm not feeling the recoil yet. It's just... odd.

... Bring Bring ...

Sat, 25 Jul 2009 16:15:33 GMT

So first I just have to say, this is gonna be a complete fangirl post :B.

I think everyone needs to check out this wonderful person on dA. OMG D: I'm in love with his/her art. I was on such a WWII kick yesturday, I can proudly say I know a shitload more about WWII on the Axis side AND a bit more on the military side of the Allies. I'm totally gonna know this war like the back o' my hand D<

Which brings me to one point - knowing the history and seeing art like THAT ^ makes Hetalia absolutely RIDICULOUS. Honestly, I love Hetalia for the wank and all, but it's so stupid D:.

BUT! The goal of this entry is to go crazy on Sakura Hime Kaden's newest chapter - 8.

Wow, has it really been that long since Arina started this new series? It's kinda wierd to start a series from it's own beginning and continue with it. I think this is the first one that I've ever done that with, so it's kinda special.

Let me say first - ENJU! OMG, he's the only wonderful thing about the chapter, WE NEED MOAR ENJU NAO. And the cover page is GORGEOUS because it has both Enju/Sakura on it. OMG, I really do believe they're gonna turn out to be related. But.. I kinda... ship the pairing Dx. I don't even know why, I don't know if I want this brother thing to be true or not. I'm totally not on board with the whole Aoba/Sakura one, I feel like she just flung herself at Aoba even though he TRIED TO KILL HER.

Anywho I know that I've read a few blogs where a lot of people don't like that Oumi died but I found it to be interesting. I feel like they didn't try everything to bring her back to herself again though ]:. Like, I feel like Arina just said. "..um... hmm, I'm just gonna kill her off." without much though.

And I totally agree with wingstodust about the FOG!FAIL. D: D: D: D:!!! OMG, this wouldn't work AT ALL. I just kinda tried to ignore it but... after thinking about it, it really is soooo stupid. They'd be dead. AND WAIT. SAKURA is AND UNAGING AND IMMORTAL DEMON. Why the fuck would the fog GET TO HER!? D: Stupid. And Aoba would be dead, the whole clutching him to her wouldn't work either.

I LOVED Hayate, but I feel like I don't like his design lol, yeah I know that's odd to say. The whole, "Hey kiss me, fuck the princess" is wonderful. But I kinda feel like Kohaku pulled some typical shojo shit back there, Arina must've said "FUCK IT" to that piece too. I want another chapter 6 ]:. That was wonderful.

Progress:
Hot Gimmick - 40/54 OMG I'm ALMOST there!
Tora Dora - 10/24. ...Well... I'm getting there.

... Tu, que pierdes el control ...

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 00:13:05 GMT

Can't stop thinking about K~ Lawlz, Z slightly worries me due to the age difference. But at least he's making the effort to talk to me. Did I mention he's super sweet by the way? I'll talk to K on Saturday, here's to literally counting hours.

Sent transcripts AND SATs to UF. OMG, I had to contact the admin office becaue my transcripts didn't match what I wrote down for my 'senior year' classes. Hah. I think they should just put 'expected classes' because we really won't know until class starts in Sep. And I want to apply earlier than that for housing~ So I wrote 'em a lovely e-mail about changing it. Wish me luck.

I'm kinda sad that FSU's app will be so much easier and I'll know exactly what to watch out for with what I'm sending. It's like: why didn't I just do FSU first to perfect UF's? Oh well, wish me some luck?

Wooooork, I've worked three times this week and have one more to go. YESSS. I'm happy for a large paycheck once again. It's gonna be grrrreat. C decided to suprise me at work today, even though I kinda knew about it. Um, odd. That's all I can say. It's a blur, probably because it was exactly two minutes of time. I probably seemed super cold. Uh oh.

Progress:
Hot Gimmick - 36/54
Tora Dora 8/25 ... Yeah, I haven't watched any.

... ...

Sun, 19 Jul 2009 21:50:06 GMT

Z is the best thing to happen in a long time.

I feel like a ray of light has just shined on me happily; I feel like a shit load of dark clouds are waiting to jump me.

This is complicated by C.

...I need to fix things before anything goes too deep.

I haven't heard anything from C in about two days now. I texted him yesturday, I was hoping for the common courtesy of a text back some time that day. Nope. Or at least some time today. None.

So I went and played pool with Z. Why the hell not. I don't like to be ignored. "I'm not someone you ignore."

It was amazing. I think we were made from the same mold personality and interest wise. Someone just decided to make him wonderful to look at.

... I wanna feel weightless ...

Sun, 19 Jul 2009 13:13:03 GMT

I now believe that I have the best job in the world with the absolute best people ever. It's so true. I work with such ~~hot~~ great people.

New guy, Z, said I was 'the cutest girl I've seen in a while.' Hot damn he's wonderful. K's moment of the day was 'so when do I get to take you out?' OMG, hey C, what's goin' on? My heart flutters for these two. Now my heart just flutters in anger/sadness when I'm waiting for a reply that's never going to come. I really wonder why I even send messages anymore.

I feel special, haha.

... DJ put it back on ...

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 14:27:02 GMT

CONCERT. WAS. GREAT.

OMG, so last night was the Sum 41/Offspring concert and it was just amazing. I went with C and S and I'm soooo fucking happy that it worked out just like that.

Trust me, like everything else there were problems with these things.

Anywho, some British guy came out named Frank Turner who turned out to be the funniest act out of all three groups. He had decent songs, I'd check some of them out. But we were hyped for Sum 41 and Offspring.

It took forever to get started but when it did it was great. Everyone in the stands was being LAME during SUm 41 by not standing, except for the people in the pit. Lucky bitches. Thank GOD they stood up for the Offspring. But we managed to have our own fun with Sum 41. We tried to get closer like three times but they kicked us back each time.

The fun started when two co-workers of mine found S and I (who both of us work there too) and were SMASHED OUT OF THEIR HEADS. The one I'd never expect her to act as she did but she was fun, she's a fun drunk. She grabbed me and kissed me though! That was quite a shock, I had no way to see it coming. That's when I knew she had gone off the deepend. C got a great laugh at that. Soon they just came down to our seats and dance/jumped with us.

The bands were great. St. A crowd is really great, all the bands that've come here seem to love us. But Sum 41's vocalist, Derek, was killer! He was so energetic. And Dexter from the Offspring was great too. They all were.

It was so fun.

I wanna go again.

BTW, progress:

Hot Gimmick - 14/54 OMG
Tora Dora - 8/15

The others are just... on hold

... I was the Lady in R e d ...

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 21:16:09 GMT

I totally forgot to talk about senior portraits.

We use Cady & Cady, they've pretty much got two counties in the palm of their hands for pictures.

They milk that.

But aside it being PACKED AS FUCKED. It was great. I only caught a glimpse of my senior portrait, but it looked good for what it was. I only did a basic package which is the yearbook pose/cap and gown pose + one set. I got to sit in a big blue tire for my set.

Friggen awesome if you ask me.

The place was nice enough and it was easy enough to find, it was in the good part of town. We had to drive about an hour to get up to the town, it's the major one above our podoke town. Afterwards we went to the mall.

I've got new thiiiings. It's grrrreat.

Checklist for senior year money spending:
Senior Portraits
Senior Sweats
Senior Night (A.K.A. Grad Bash)
Prom
Homecoming(S) (plural, yes)
Cap and Gow

I'm missing something I think. Oh well
1/6
Yesss.
And I still haven't even bought the proofs from the senior photos yet. Hah. They have to mail you all the picks and THEN you pay for which pictures you want. They don't tell you the price of the photos by the way. It's grrreat.

BTW - tomorrow is the offspring/sum41 concert, I should probably be listening to them.

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 19:57:04 GMT

At 3:11p.m. today, July 16th, 2009, UF has officially been notified of my existance by me submitting my application.

I've never been more nervous.

... Cause I don't Care...

Thu, 16 Jul 2009 01:19:13 GMT

So I was roped into going to Youth Church tonight by B. ...Wow, never thought I'd do that. I'm totally not against God or church or anything, I've just grown up in a house where it's not really mentioned so I don't know what to think.

And B's no person to normally go to church either.

So it was pretty much a surprise. Oh well, her boyfriend played in a band that did worship. They were good, well, he was. The whole thing was a little awkward to say the least. I guess church just isn't my thing or something.

Ah well.

The real trouble came when B went scrolling through his texts right before we all went home. She found one from a girl asking for him alone. A lifelong friend, but still, a little risque if you ask me. Needless to say HE didn't think it was a big deal, SHE did.

It's super awkward to be in a care with a fighting couple.

Don't ever do that to your friends. After we got back home, I made a beline for the car, hope everything's going alright with them now.

I'm so thankful C wouldn't scroll through my texts, I have nothing to hide, but I kinda think it's rude and intrusive. But hell, if I had to be super honest, I'd say her boyfriend is well... a better boyfriend. Super nice to her friends, includes them in the convo, doesn't make friends feel like a third wheel, sends her sweet texts, always calls, always trying to get together with her.

Oh. Lucky.

I got the second Gossip Girl from the library. I love this trash.

... ...

Wed, 15 Jul 2009 14:57:46 GMT

T R O P I C A L

Hmm just saying the word is odd for some reason. It's such a summer word but I feel like I haven't heard it in forever. I've been sitting around this morning saying it like a fool. I'd love to go somewhere T R O P I C A L, I'd love to buy that T R O P I C A L green dress. Uy~ I wanna go somewhere, no, not the mountains, no, not on college tours, take me out to the Bahamas or something ]: I haven't even been to the beach in forever!

I've gotta hit that up Friday.

Sitting here right now watching a rerun of NYC Prep, which I JUST started watching about... eleven hours ago. Yeah, one in the morning up with C watching it after talking about it.

We're awesome.

I feel like it's some kinda cheaper version of Gossip Girl. ...I mean that production/'plot' wise not actual money. ...Although Gossip Girl does have more money and sex and drugs being tossed around. Hmm... I guess they're not allowed to show it on TV.

Progress:

Tora Dora - 6/25
Romeo x Juliet - 1/25

Awesome..

... I'd like to make myself believe the earth turns slowly...

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 23:46:42 GMT

Uck life - I've been on the C rollercoaster for too long now. I can't tell you how many times I almost broke up with him a zillion times in the past week. I think the rush is over now, but I have more shit to deal with.

And by shit I mean much more important things such as my APPLICATION to UF. I JUST finished it, OMG, that thing was hella long. But I'm glad how they did it, I feel like they'll actually get a decent idea of who I am. Wish me some luck! It's my first choice and I'm so nervous to hit that send button. I'm going to sit on it for the night and then go back tomorrow morning and decide if it's sendable. Next is FSU's application which their essay question is just... fuckin' killin' me. OMG, it's such an awful question. I feel like I'm locking into a specefic way of answering. And of course, me being me with my writing, has to break that mold. But they made it damn hard.

I WILL NOT apply ANY LATER than AUGUST! This I know~ Luck luck luck be with me tonight.

Onto funner things;
I have to watch:

Tora Dora Super cute. H told me to watch it. I feel like I'm gonna have to power through it a little bit, I'm sure it's gonna hit a slow point, but there was a decent plot twist already - it's only been 4 episodes too. I'm interested enough.

Romeo x Juliet. OMG this looked so stupid but H told me to watch it. I watch the first ep on HD and it was pretty good. I enjoyed the play to a point, then the whole 'this is for school' kicked in. But the bare bones aspect of the play is a little refreshing. Just get rid of those stupid dragon things.

I have to read/continue:

Hot Gimmick AGAIN. I just wanna reread it.

Honey and Clover If you're reading this and haven't read this, READ IT. I think even non manga people would enjoy the story. It's pretty cute.

High School Debut Maybe? I read a lot of it, but I MIGHT continue it, the whole thing felt a little too tedious after the problem was resolved IN BOOK FUCKING THREE OUT OF THIRTEEN.

...That's enough.